u know, I've met this one guy via Tagged ( yes, i have all the social network account!).
he seems to be one of the most nicest and plain cyber friend i've ever met.
at first thought; He must be very arrogant, full of himself (because he is a good-looking type person) and a sweet talker.
i seriously hate sweet talker.
but then, he started to drop me a comment and after few replies, here is the second thought;-
'wow! he's nice. and funny.'
seriously i mean it.
i prefer having a cyber friend who is not or never talk about erm.. u know, guy-girl attraction-thing. he never touched on that issue. unlike the other typical guys i've met on social network..
well, things going great.
he made joke, i made joke.
he laughed, i laughed.
'commenting' with him makes me stop from thinking about my loser-type-love life (ceh pepandai je kasi nama love life!)
until, he told me his birthday is 21st november.
what?! takde tarikh lain ke? nak jugak ada kaitan dengan Encik P tu.

see. everytime i tried to forget about him, everytime i'd reach my stability (?) there must be something related to him. something that will makes me starts to think about him, every second, every minutes, every day; - again!

Sounds pathetic gile aku nih.
but let it be.
this is the only place which i can express all the mixed feelings inside me.