alhamdulillah life's good this week.
though we have a serious family problem, but i wont let it runs in my head 24/7. inshaAllah, everything will be fine and hopefully my brother will recovers from the guna-guna thing-y very soon ;((

i am still didn't feel the raya vibes.
and this is not normal.
i usually far excited than all the Muslims in this whole universe! ~sigh.
i don't have baju raya.
i don't have kasut raya.
i don't have duit raya to be given to my nieces & nephews.
and i dont even bake cookies for this upcoming raya!
and the worst of all, i still didn't feel the Ramadan. how on earth?!

stop it.
i can't fake it anymore.
yes my mind is worrying my brother. and my parents. .
that's why i dont even bother the raya....

Ya Allah, Engkau sembuhkanlah abangku dari derita yang dihadapinya, kuatkanlah imannya dan jangan sesekali Engkau palingkan beliau dari jalan-Mu Ya Allah..