i love u, ma, ayah.

my, it's almost an hour before leaving this abode. i honestly feel the pain now. just now, i cried when mom not watching. having a good time for more than one month in this house really gives me a great impact. not that i never been away from my parents, but this time, it feels far different than before. belum apa-apa dah nangis homesick. this is all because mom's condition lately. and the problem regarding abang. ahh i really can feel how lonely they are when i'm not home after this. the dinner would be so quiet. Ya Allah, kuatkan hati aku Ya Allah..berikanlah kami kekuatan untuk berpisah sementara ni Ya Allah.. di masa hadapan, Engkau berikanlah aku peluang pekerjaan yang lebih dekat dengan kedua ibubapa ku.

kenapa aku nangis kuat sangat ni
all mom's sacrifices come into my mind.
staying up late to comfort me when i had gastritis, going up and down taking care of me, feeding me medicine like i was still her little girl. ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati aku.. taknak nangis atas bas kuat-kuat...

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