is he.....?

This blog is becoming my relationship-diary already.

So, again, about him.

We had an uncomfortable situation last week.

But first & foremost, we've been progressing quite good after our second video call on Raya Haji 2021. Before ending the call, he suggested that we should start to watch movies together via Discord, of which I was not familiar at all. But I went with it anyway.

So we watched Loki mini series for 2 days and he further suggested Ted Lasso for our next watch. 

He also invited one of his friend to join. I was not briefed about who this guy was & still, I just play along too. 

Sigh...apparently, this was a bad move. 

It turned out, he was hiding all his personal info from this friend (or all online friends as he said) - including his name! Imagine kau dah terbiasa panggil nama dia & suddenly you could not say it freely during this movie session?? And he only said that his name is private only after I had already told his friend! Bruh...

Cut short, things happened. He let out his frustration & I felt..not ok with his choice of words, but I did understand that I was at fault tho. And I also requested to stop watching movies together. Perhaps that hurts him..? Not sure but right after that, I just apologized eventhough there were tonnes of things that I wanted to say, and he said "Ok ok". 

So, all those conversations happened in Discord. No WhatsApp conversations during these 2,3 days.

So about on the 4th day, I texted him casually again asking him if he ever had any experiences in selling 2nd hand car. He replied as usual, but my next texts which I had sent them at 7pm was only delivered at 12am last night and today, 12.05pm, I am still waiting for the reply. He never did this before. He usually will reply the late night messages by the next morning. 

Is this him telling me that he's no longer interested to keep whatever this situationship with me? 

It's kind of painful being at this juncture.

I know I wasn't sure about our situationship but this is uncomfy..