So the not-chatting term ended on the night of my birthday. Around 12.05am he texted. I asked him what's keeping him awake (saje kann) and his reply "Sbb...ermm.." LOL.
The next day, we continued the texting but he sounded dry so I just kept them short. And he got back with higher energy vibes later that night so I assumed maybe he was busy at work during the day but he was trying his best to keep the communication with me happened..? Oh, me being husnudzon!
Before the conversation just ended without any goodbyes; as always; I finally told him about how I was feeling about 'my personal situation' and it went like this:
Did I being harsh here...? I'm not sure. My intention was to make everything communicate-able & transparent about how I feel but..but.. could it appear too harsh for him?
Anyway, I still don't feel like everything in my chest is poured out. And I don't like it. I still want another heart-to-heart communication to get my points across because right now, I have a feeling that he might misunderstand all these and may think that I am no longer interested to be his acquaintance.
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